"What to do, what to feel"

What are you supposed to do?
If the world you live in goes against your own humanity?
What to feel when religion tells you to keep praying in desperation,
and evil invades the world capturing souls into suffering.
Is it evil to stop the evil ones?
Is it bad to sacrifice your soul for the sake of others?
How to feel sorry for those ones who not only have sold their
humanity but also hurt the innocent ones in the way?
Hatred gives you strength to fight without fear or pain, but also
consumes your soul and blinds you from the truth and condemns
you into suffering.
What to do then?

The only way to not suffer in this world is to let go of everything...
but does that mean that you have to let go of your humanity too?
Let's think about it for a minute.
To stop our suffering in this world we'd have to let go of everything
one way or another.
You either sell your soul to the darkness and live like an entity
without ever caring for anyone, including yourself and your own soul.
That way, it doesn't matter what happens or what you do. You live
by your instincts, by feelings and emotions and their satisfactions.
Unaware of anything happening around you, possessed.

The other way is to understand that one must learn to let go of
everything, even the so called love. By understanding this statement,
one detaches oneself from this reality, with our worries.
At some point thinking that whatever happens is the same, for there's
no way to stop the world and everything that goes in it.

Any other path will lead you into a human response:
You love, you suffer; as loving leads to suffer, cause by attaching
emotionally to something one becomes dependant of it and is equally
shocked at it's absence.

Is this truly the path to becoming wise?
Is it really that bad to be human?
We are spirits wrapped in physical forms that allow us to explore
emotions and sensations that otherwise we wouldn't be able to sense.
Is it that uniqueness that makes ourselves somehow divine?
Sometimes we do not understand why so many bad or good things
happen to us, but we feel, and that's all we can understand.
There's gotta be a purpose to all this.

Even then, we are living in a world where people live way to attached
to this bodies, to this material world.
We have not be told the entire truth ever.
We do not understand our purpose in the universe, we only understand
whatever we got in our hands, in our mouths, in our sight.
That's the way we will stay, until the time comes.