"ABC to enlightenment"

At this time in life, is hard to understand feelings.
At this time in human history, it is hard to separate fact from fiction.
At this time, in this place, I'm trying to reveal to myself... the truth of exhistance.

Even by trying to find a partner for life a whole new universe of
questions and answers open up for me.
In this limbo of creeds, doctrines and laws; no one really has the
answers that I'm looking for.
In the simple matter of love, live intervenes by quoting phrases
of social status and such.

You know what I mean!
In this, our world, you can't just walk around without thinking about something else.
You can't go for a ride without emptying your mind.
If you walk, you think of where are you going, what you have to do,
what will you do, what to do if a car passes by, what to do if you see
a stranger approaching, what to do if tomorrow you see that
girl or boy you like so much, what to do for the next year to prepare
yourself for the next 10 years.

When did we quit our own reasoning?
When did we stopped being human beings with free will and capable
of reasoning by ourselves?
When dd we got trapped by society and this world?
When...? Seriously.

And what will it take to free ourselves from this chains,
from this three dimensional space that corrupts us and takes us
away from our most divine origins?
And is it being carnal to be immoral?
We are creations of God and yet at some point we got to
call ourselves sinners and impure.
When did we lose our divinity?

What is the purpose of our own lives?
Why did we go through everything we go through everyday?
Is there a purpose to all that?
What if we don't want to go through all that?
What if we don't want to fit in society?
What if I'm not ok with the rules of my world?
What if I don't agree with the rules of the universe?
What's beyond the boundaries of this reality, of this whole?

So many questions and even more answers, all of them left to consider.
What makes us think there's only one truth and one answer for all our questions.
Stop for a minute... Think!